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My Mind Needs A Bullet

by Bryan Espiritu

Oh my, oh my,
How my mind needs a bullet.
I don’t really mind
If you push me to pull it.

I might write a line
You could write-off as bullocks.
I could care less.

Care for a careless trigger press?

I might just design
A clothing line out of courage.
It just might occur.
I conquer
Once you concur.

I might be a time bomb,
“Tick” while I talk.
Under-mind mine.
It might “Click”,
While you walk.

My oh my, oh my,
How my mind needs a bullet.
I don’t really mind
If you push me to pull it.

I might be a fine father-figure
To my kin.
I might put my mind to a trigger.

Come again?

I might suicide to a side
You would “Sigh” to.
I might do a “Bye”
Who-is-who would do a “Cry” to.

That would be a corpse
Brides would still
Bat an eye to.
That would be the only time

You would see me lie.

My oh, I don’t mind
That I’ve resigned and
Reclined to
Somewhere that your “Most High”
Designed and assigned You.

I am not inclined
To a pass-time of horseshoes.
This isn’t luck
Living like,
“I-Don’t-Give-A
Fuck-You”.

My oh my, oh my,
How my mind needs a bullet.
I don’t really mind
If you push me to pull it.

I am just inside a heart
Apart from what you’re full with.

Bullshit.

You owe you,
Ownership of bullshit.

I am I.
You,
Use abuse as a shade.
And war with a sword
Rather loose at the blade.

A force which is heard
As a truth
Has a way.
I’ll have my way.
Far, far,

Far away.

I’ll resolve everything.
Absolve the revolver.
He’s just involved
In the calls I have called for.
A half dozen
Sitting in his carton there, partner.
6 shells.
Let’s crack
1 yolk,
For starters.

Oh shit, oh my,
How my mind needs a bullet.
I don’t really mind
If you push me to pull it.

I’d rather die
Than have my thoughts
Just hang.

Decide to go out
With a “BANG”.

*bang*

- Bryan 'be.' Espiritu